We accept the love we think we deserve
So I broke up with A yesterday. It was hard and took me a lot of thinking but I think it was for the best. I believe that love should be easy for the most part and that two people should not have to compromise so much. I also believe that communication is key to any relationship and I realized that A and I were just bad at it. I never wanted to tell him my feelings for fear of angering him or pushing him away and when he gets upset, he just ask for a break. Such a relationship could never work and instead of torturing myself, I decided to let things go. That said, this relationship has taught me a lot about who I am and what I want. I still think A is a great guy and hopefully some lucky girl will love him like he deserves some day but I also think I'm pretty great too. I know that is very arrogant of me but I believe I deserve a great love. I believe I deserve to want to come home to someone each day and wake up by their side each morning. I think relationships are hard and I